But, I want to be fit and strong*. And like I'm learning...I'm not going to be top notch right away. I need to focus on taking things slowly, one day at a time. Meeting little mini goals until it all adds up.
I'm workin on it.
*This whole strong piece...well, I haven't been so great at hitting the weights. But this is something I really want. I need to figure out how to feel comfortable/confident...I know that will take time and experience. But it's just really hard with all the people at the gym staring at me. (Ok, I know they aren't all staring at me, but it feels like it.) Perhaps some in home training at first. I have Jillian Michaels Shred video. Need to break that out.